I'm Pregnant!

Ok, it's sunk in. I'm pregnant..

I can't believe it!!!

I'M PREGNANT

Seriously! I'm in shock but I do believe it now.. It's happening, finally! If I'm honest I'd pretty much given up hope at this stage and I think that's why it happened. I'd relaxed... I'd pretty much stopped trying altogether. I quit my stressful job and started temping, leaving work at half past 4, walking home, all very calm!

No pressure and suddenly what do you know... it happened! I am going to do a looooong post about all that happened with Lee's Varicocele soon for those interested because we got news about that too yesterday but it all seemed to pale in comparison to the BIG news! Anywho this was just a little rant of the day I guess but... yep.... still pregnant...wow!

Windmills of my mind...

So... since I got my BFP (big fat positive) I have been doing a little research... It's been a long time since my last pregnancy, I needed a refresher. Turns out there's a lot to think about! Stretch mark prevention, nursery decorating, maternity wear, diaper bags, sterilizers,  no more drinking, can I go on rollercoasters when we visit disney next week? Will my wedding dress fit me when we get married in a couple of months? eek!

I feel like I have had sooo much time to prepare and yet I am so NOT prepared. 

I guess it's a good job that I'm a google freak and I love blogging so all this means is I have a lot of topics lined up for the coming 9 months. I am SO excited about the whole new world of pregnancy shopping that has opened up to me now and you guys will see the benefit through reviews and raves. If theres anything you preggos/new mums out there want to recommend I try or anything anyone wants me to review go ahead and leave me a comment. 

I am so excited to embark on this new chapter and as always I am taking you all along for the ride. Mood swings and all.. who's with me?

OH MY GOD!

It turns out Lee's varicocele embolsation worked! His sperm count has tripled and what do you know... I'm pregnant!

and if that feint line doesn't convince you... watch this..

So.. I'm a little bit pregnant.

I can't quite believe it so I don't have much to say yet. All seems very surreal. I have wanted this for so long it seems a bit of an anti-climax to be able to do an at home test. I want a doctor to confirm this now..

Ugh! I don't know but I just can't quite believe it yet..

But that's the news..

HUH!